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Staying Clean / Re: Pranayama & meditation
« on: June 09, 2018, 08:39:31 PM »
Man, this was my kind of topic.  Been talking about the power of chanting Sat Nam here for awhile, and it seemed to fall upon deaf ears.  Would love to revive it.. thanks for posting this even it was some time ago.   

Staying Clean / Re: Desert Island Supplements
« on: June 09, 2018, 08:35:19 PM »
As far as Magnesium, I get the Epsom Salts 8lb bag for $5 at Walmart.  I don't know if you absorb magnesium through your skin well, but it's great for my back tension.

My friend from NYC sells a magnesium stick that you can charge up in distilled water and get magnesium that way.  Infographics and Youtube DIY videos here:


It's for this reason that I wish I had a great tub to create some healing baths.  Right now I still deal the bullshit of low cost city living.  One day, in due time. 

One cool method, that's free, is changing your water to the fourth phase, which resembles a gel-like substance more bio-active form by stirring it or chilling it.  That's it.  It's closer to the type of water our mitochondria use.  Very heady stuff. 

I think the main takeaway is that hydration is an uphill battle, so best to find ways to get ahead if anti-aging is the goal. 
It's not just about how much water we drink, but the type of water and the electrical potential of our cells...their ability to hold an electrical charge. 

I am a big fan of having a good healthy electrolyte powder mix that is not too high in sugar.  This is one good way to stay hydrated.  There are many others.  I could do a thread on hydration alone.    Hope all is well Skinny!  Getting back to balance can be a lifelong battle, right?  Good to know we are not in it alone. 

Staying Clean / Desert Island Supplements
« on: June 03, 2018, 04:21:02 PM »
#1) Natural Vitality Calm Magnesium. 
I cannot imagine who would not benefit from daily use. 

More is needed during stress or physical exercise. 
This stuff is gold in terms of long term health gains. 

Magnesium controls about 300 different functions in the body that equate to about 1800 other biochemical functions, from supporting nerves to muscles.  It's my #1, and is for other medical professionals I have been able to learn from. 

Staying Clean / Re: Intermittent Fasting and Ketogenic Lifestyle
« on: June 02, 2018, 09:35:09 PM »
Did you count your macros?  Because, if not, then you didn't do keto. 

IF and Keto are cousins that compliment each other. 

Liver and gallbladder have to be good before one goes keto.  Took me 6 months of adjusting my liver to the high fat...anyway, sounds crazy, I get it.  That's because it is! 

Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« on: June 02, 2018, 01:54:18 PM »
With all this talk about the father / mother spirits, it's interesting to see how someone life changes after they either have to take care of an aging biological member of their family.  Or if they get married and have a kid.  In my case it was my own mother while going through my own physical/mental problems.

I like these forums very much still, but if there are no people discussing it's like talking to a wall.  :-\

I plan on upgrading my computer technology and v-logging my own iboga flood with a caring sitter.  I live in Florida still and haven't found the right person.  It's been almost 10 years since my last flood!


Skinny, I can't imagine what that was like.  I am in that field now, senior care, but still removed and not a primary caregiver.  I have the utmost respect for it from what I have seen caregivers go through.

I am not one to talk to walls, and probably was for awhile here.  That's okay, it served it's purpose, which is constantly revealing itself.

I did a couple video logs of my first flood before, during and after..and am glad I did.  It's a good thing to document if you consider it to be significant.  Maybe one day I will share with you.  Let's stay in touch.  Eboka does not have to die.  It can have a slow drone heart beat with folks as involved as they can be. 

Something drew me back time I'll know why. 

San Pedro is something I'd love to learn more about.  I have some questions.  We should start a thread if there isn't one already. 


Yesterday, day 5, I increased the dose to 70 mg and felt not different to the other days. Today I’ll take a day off MD just to see how it is.

How's it going?  Did this protocol end up being a positive thing for your depression?

Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« on: June 01, 2018, 07:29:30 PM »
I stopped coming on here due to a few reasons, one of them was a major falling out with lalababa. 

I am not going into the details, but it was overwhelming so I decided it was easiest to part ways with her Eboka since she spent a lot of time here. 
She and I were friends and then she changed really quickly after falling off the wagon.  I started to drift away from everyone I had met through this site.

I still chat with JohnnyBGoode. 
Just poking my head in to see if it's worth another go.  I always enjoy helping others, and am still in the world of health and wellness.   

Eboka introduced me to folks around the world, and was a huge outlet for me in during a freaky time in life that I am grateful to be past.  It's good to circle back. 

Introductions / Re: Iboga for 90G Kratom addiction.
« on: June 01, 2018, 07:19:03 PM »
Synesthete, I flooded a little TA and HCL combo when I tried to detox for Kratom.  It was brutal. 
I was in a lot of detox pain while tripping, pretty violent shaking and sweating, as opposed to on previous floods (coming off of vicodin) where the worst of it was successfully interrupted.
Kratom is not an opiate in the same way as short acting opiates, like vicodin.  It's either an agonist or an antogonist, I can't remember, which one.  But that makes it act more like a long lasting opiate in the body. 

How long before last dose are you considering flooding? 

I would wait 3 weeks - 3 months....titrate to this point then break for this period first to avoid such a rough experience.  There was almost no info on it when I did this a couple years ago, and I was scared shitless.  But I was also desperate to get off Kratom.  You can always look back for my Kratom posts, as they may have some valuable insights.  I flooded 4 times in one year (never needed to again), and the 4th was the Kratom one.  This was several years ago and is documented here on our lovely forum. 

I have been gone for awhile and have recently returned to the forum for some odd reason.  You may always PM me if needed. 

Staying Clean / Intermittent Fasting and Ketogenic Lifestyle
« on: May 30, 2018, 12:25:26 AM »
Anyone familiar?

It cures all chronic disease..

Let me know if folks want more info...

Introductions / Re: Iboga for 90G Kratom addiction.
« on: May 30, 2018, 12:15:58 AM »
I really hope this dude is okay. 

I also did it for Kratom extract and leaf on my 4th flood...and it worked a fraction of the amount the HCL did for my first flood. 

Kratom is rough stuff.  Fuck that shit. 


From a glance at your post, and a warm welcome to you, it seems as if some silly cybon would do you better if "fear extinction" as you put it is the goal.  This is just from what we are seeing with tests on PTSD patients in some recent research...

I will try to find the link to the article...

Mushrooms are a lot less taxing on the body than Iboga, typically.  Iboga should be viewed more often as a last resort, IMHO. 

Blue T

Announcements, News & Events / Re: Donations for Eboka.Info
« on: June 09, 2014, 01:37:18 PM »
Wow PK!  That is the best most transparent response to a post I have seen in a long time.  It almost made me cry to  see how transparent it was.  No one needs all of that info, but it is pretty cool of you to share it with such style and ease.  Enjoy surfing the field señor!


P.S.  Still dusting myself off from WW3 over here, so my donation is on it's way muy pronto. Glad I got on the boards to get that seed in the vortex.  Peace.

It is my understanding that this 'class' of activation or drugs, increases neuronal firing and can put one at severe risk for hypertensive crisis, especially when accompanied with other substances. 

Be safe guys. 

Keep learning.  Keep asking questions, and mitigating those risks. 


Hi Doubtingmind,

According to what GD has posted in the thread you mention, the eighth circuit would be activated by the Iboga experience.  I cannot say this for certain, but If Ketamine activates circuit #8 then Iboga could also be considered in this category.  They are both NMDAR antagonists.  From my research, this is a very dangerous receptor site to be messing with, if not done properly.  Hence, you may read the term "dirty maintenance" somewhere on this forum.  It is because it is not a safe method -- It is taking an easier road, with a higher risk, IMHO.  Nonetheless, I have been exploring consciousness as well, and boy is it fascinating.  I find myself really enjoying connecting with the 7th and 8th circuits.  I realize, you don't need the drugs always to do so.......

Some of the best advice I have ever received:

Less is more

Believe it or not, we are a sense.  We are all walking pharmacies, just waiting for the right activation.  It's pretty cool when you take this perspective, and think of what is possible.  With that in mind, knowing which systems to tinker with, opiod versus 5-HT, and so on....these can be crucial for one's own survival in this everlasting spoof of consciousness expansion. 

With Metta,

Blue T

Staying Clean / Me meet Me
« on: June 07, 2014, 10:04:03 PM »
Ahoy Ebokians! 

In today's segment, you will have yet another opportunity for self discovery!  I have been trying to communicate the concept of bowing to your Sat Nam, and my mantra experience ever since joining eboka community, and there has been a major gap in my ability to translate this enough where any interest is piqued.  It's like I am speaking in a foreign language (it's Sanskrit)....LAUGH!   :o

Let me try some new approaches in this thread, because it is the foundation to healing, at least one of the 3 pillars that supports mine.  And if we are all one, and everything is one, ya'll best be gettin on the train. 


Found this today, just another guy writing an article it seems.  Sourcing is huge, and I haven't done my due diligence on these guys, but it doesn't matter.  The message is there which is what matters for the sake of the thread.  Aprobeche!!

The Moon Is The Limit
By Kriss31 March, 2013No Comments

What if I told tell that you could have all you ever wanted and more?
What if I told you that you have everything you ever thought you needed inside of you today?
Would you believe me? Or better…would you allow yourself to believe in yourself?
I am not writing any of this to shock anyone, or to suggest I have the power to give you all that you want. What I am doing, is sharing with you all that in order to get what you want, you must pull the gifts (which lie inside of us all) out. You must stop underestimating yourself. You must stop telling yourself that you can and will not do any better if you try. Most of all, you must stop pretending that your dreams are just figments of your imagination. Your dreams, desires, aspirations, goals, wants, and ambitions can and will be yours when you align yourself with yourself.
What do I mean when I say “align yourself with yourself?” Well, I believe that we all have to be in touch with who we are to truly be aligned with ourselves. We have to be truly comfortable being alone and comfortable within our own skin to feel aligned with ourselves. We have to all embrace the fact that with our strong points come flaws, but our flaws should not be the focal point of our thinking and cause of regression.
I believe that the majority of people spend the majority of their lives focused on what is not possible. People say things all the time like, “I do not have enough money to do that, or I do not have the experience to get involved in this, or I do not have the right connections to get a job in that area.” We all limit ourselves. We all say things which demoralize us. We all sell ourselves short.
The funny thing, is that we actually have no limits. As free thinking, acting, and feeling creatures the sky is actually the limit… and for some of us…
The sky is just the starting point of possibility.
On of one my walls in massive size 140 print I wrote the following quote and read it everyday. The quote, written by an anonymous party state, “Do not tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon.”
That is a phrase I will never forget and a phrase that fuels my personal and professional fire on a daily basis.
Go on a journey of imagination with me for a moment..
If it is night time where you are, as it is where I am, take a good look at the moon. Does it even seem real to you? To me it just looks like this amazing beacon of spherical photoshopped light in the sky. The moon looks surreal to me because I know nothing about the moon other than the fact that the moon is the closest large area of mass in the atmosphere nearest to the earth. I can imagine what it looks like, craters and all, but I have no experiences with the moon other than what I can read, see, and think about. Nonetheless, to me the moon is much more than a source of dim light in the night skyline. The moon to me…. is an ideal.
What is an idea exactly you may be asking?  Well, an ideal is pretty much a goal of the highest caliber  An ideal is a goal that if we hit, we will celebrate, but if we do not we will celebrate anyways knowing we dedicated our lives to reaching that goal.
The moon, to me, is my ultimate end. The moon symbokizes a changed world. A world based on love, community, and respect.
The moon is what I am going to dedicate my life shooting for. I want to impact the world, and the moon symbolizes changed world to me.
I know this article has gotten a bit abstract, but stay with me, here is where all this “moon talk” ties together for us all….
We all have gifts inside of us. Yet most of the time we are too busy living in misery to really utilize opur gifts. We are too busy being concerned with “what we do not have,” rather than being appreciative for “what we do have (both internally and externally).” This is not totally our faults. We live in a world where material possessions are our main focal point. Where self development is underrated. Where we are taught to believe we are all different and should feel separate, rather than feeling the same and coming together as a nation (and even a world). We all are at a HUGE disadvantage, if we allow ourselves to be consumed by the disadvantage.
Everyone around us is conditioned to be scared self loathing separtists. We can be one of these people too. We can let the media control our thoughts, we can let the evil in the world control our emotions, and we can let people dictate how we feel on a daily basis.
We can recognize that the world is a cold place, people are conditioned to feel scared, and that evil is always going to exist. We all have the power to be consumed by the “way the world is”p or  reach into ourselves, pull out those traits which define us, and make the best of this so called life. Once we learn to accept the world (today) as it s, the easier it will be for us all to stop focusing on all we do not have, and start focusing on all we do have (right inside of us).
We all have the ability to change the direction of our lives at any time. Why not make right now that time?! With change comes massive relfection. Reflection is best achieved while being alone  Therefore, if we want to change we have to accept the fact that we are going to be rather alone while connecting to ourselves (our souls). The best part is, the more time we spend alone the more we will feel comfortable in our own skin. Once we are comfortable in our own skin we will start to value who we are and what we can offer to ourselves, others, and the world.
Self esteem is the key to change.
Spending time alone reflecting is the best way to align ourselves with ourselves.  Once we feel at peace within ourselves, and happy with who we are, we are going to start feeling like our dreams are something more than just lofty happy thoughts. Our dreams will start to guide us in the direction we want our lives secretly to go. Once we develop dreams, our minds will start to subconsciously set goals, after all… we aren’t going to reach a dream without action.
Here is where ideals come into play…
Think about the moon. Think about how far away the moon is. Think about how people actually walked on the moon. Now think about your life, your goals, and your end game.
In order to reach you ideal, your moon, you have to first work on yourself. Build your foundation of self esteem through reelection.  Once you feel good about you then start dreaming. Once you can see the dreams in your mind, pull all your gifts out of yourself. Forget about teh fact that you work for 10 bucks an hour, forget about not having the right degree, only focus on what matters, and that is your gifts.
Look at the moon tonight, tomorrow night, and every night. Look at how beautiful it is and how you are determined to “walk on the moon,” in your own way. People once thought space travel was impossible. As I started before, nothing is impossible, we have no limits. We all impose limits on ourselves though destructive thought. Destructive thoughts root from fear, and fear stems from in all when we are not aligned with ourselves.
We all can have all that we want out of life. We can marry the person of our dreams. We can have the career that we have our heart set on. We can live in love everyday and have peace of mind, body, and soul.
All we have to do is go through the process. We have to appreciate the people that we are. We have to rid ourselves of limiting thoughts. We have to see our dreams in our minds and create our own ideals. If we can do all these, the sky is the limit. Or should I say, the moon is the limit….
Written by: Kriss
A Licensed People Polarity Original Work
Copyright 2013. All Rights Reserved

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