Recent Posts

Pages: 1 [2] 3 4 ... 10
11
Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by skinny on June 02, 2018, 11:57:56 AM »
I stopped coming on here due to a few reasons, one of them was a major falling out with lalababa. 

I am not going into the details, but it was overwhelming so I decided it was easiest to part ways with her Eboka since she spent a lot of time here. 
She and I were friends and then she changed really quickly after falling off the wagon.  I started to drift away from everyone I had met through this site.

I haven't heard from her in a long time.  I figured out most of the people on this forum who now are on Facebook.  She looks like she's MIA.  Usually when you don't hear from someone in a long time, they 'fell off the wagon' or are going through severe depression (such as myself).

Over the years I noticed:  If you are/were a heroin addict...it doesn't matter how many years of clean time you have...once you relapse, you fall harder than you ever did before.  Even ibogaine loses it's magic after Grandpa kicked your ass and straightened you out, he doesn't have the good graces to make it easy after he gave you a 2nd chance to be reborn.

With all this talk about the father / mother spirits, it's interesting to see how someone life changes after they either have to take care of an aging biological member of their family.  Or if they get married and have a kid.  In my case it was my own mother while going through my own physical/mental problems.

Also noticed that KP looks like he got hitched and has a kid, probably why he dropped off the forums. ;)

Quote
I still chat with JohnnyBGoode. 
Just poking my head in to see if it's worth another go.  I always enjoy helping others, and am still in the world of health and wellness.   

Eboka introduced me to folks around the world, and was a huge outlet for me in during a freaky time in life that I am grateful to be past.  It's good to circle back.

I like these forums very much still, but if there are no people discussing it's like talking to a wall.  :-\

People don't post iboga diaries anymore or full blown flood reports.  Nowadays it's to post a testimonial to market an ibogaine clinic (which is lame).  I love reading the good, bad, and ugly..the raw grittiness of going through an iboga flood.

I plan on upgrading my computer technology and v-logging my own iboga flood with a caring sitter.  I live in Florida still and haven't found the right person.  It's been almost 10 years since my last flood!

skinny
12
Micro-Dosing / Re: Microdosing without previous flood for depression
« Last post by BlueTiger on June 02, 2018, 12:14:21 AM »
Yesterday, day 5, I increased the dose to 70 mg and felt not different to the other days. Today I’ll take a day off MD just to see how it is.

How's it going?  Did this protocol end up being a positive thing for your depression?
13
Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by BlueTiger on June 01, 2018, 07:29:30 PM »
I stopped coming on here due to a few reasons, one of them was a major falling out with lalababa. 

I am not going into the details, but it was overwhelming so I decided it was easiest to part ways with her Eboka since she spent a lot of time here. 
She and I were friends and then she changed really quickly after falling off the wagon.  I started to drift away from everyone I had met through this site.

I still chat with JohnnyBGoode. 
Just poking my head in to see if it's worth another go.  I always enjoy helping others, and am still in the world of health and wellness.   

Eboka introduced me to folks around the world, and was a huge outlet for me in during a freaky time in life that I am grateful to be past.  It's good to circle back. 
14
Introductions / Re: Iboga for 90G Kratom addiction.
« Last post by BlueTiger on June 01, 2018, 07:19:03 PM »
Synesthete, I flooded a little TA and HCL combo when I tried to detox for Kratom.  It was brutal. 
I was in a lot of detox pain while tripping, pretty violent shaking and sweating, as opposed to on previous floods (coming off of vicodin) where the worst of it was successfully interrupted.
Kratom is not an opiate in the same way as short acting opiates, like vicodin.  It's either an agonist or an antogonist, I can't remember, which one.  But that makes it act more like a long lasting opiate in the body. 

How long before last dose are you considering flooding? 

I would wait 3 weeks - 3 months....titrate to this point then break for this period first to avoid such a rough experience.  There was almost no info on it when I did this a couple years ago, and I was scared shitless.  But I was also desperate to get off Kratom.  You can always look back for my Kratom posts, as they may have some valuable insights.  I flooded 4 times in one year (never needed to again), and the 4th was the Kratom one.  This was several years ago and is documented here on our lovely forum. 

I have been gone for awhile and have recently returned to the forum for some odd reason.  You may always PM me if needed. 

15
Introductions / Re: Iboga for 90G Kratom addiction.
« Last post by Synesthete on June 01, 2018, 04:06:23 PM »
I really hope this dude is okay. 

I also did it for Kratom extract and leaf on my 4th flood...and it worked a fraction of the amount the HCL did for my first flood. 

Kratom is rough stuff.  Fuck that shit.

I want to be sure I understand your post. Are you saying the HCL was less effective when used for your Kratom addiction? This was my experience and I'm wondering if it has to do with the added alkaloids in the Kratom. I'm trying to gather as much info on this as I can as I'm sitting for a Kratom flood in the near future. It's unbelievable the number of requests that are coming in for Kratom Ibogaine detox these days. So much for the claim that's it's as addictive as coffee...
16
Staying Clean / Intermittent Fasting and Ketogenic Lifestyle
« Last post by BlueTiger on May 30, 2018, 12:25:26 AM »
Anyone familiar?

It cures all chronic disease..

Let me know if folks want more info...

17
Introductions / Re: Iboga for 90G Kratom addiction.
« Last post by BlueTiger on May 30, 2018, 12:15:58 AM »
I really hope this dude is okay. 

I also did it for Kratom extract and leaf on my 4th flood...and it worked a fraction of the amount the HCL did for my first flood. 

Kratom is rough stuff.  Fuck that shit. 
18
Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by lightswitchedon on May 25, 2018, 09:37:21 PM »
It's just that the good ole' days seem gone.  At this point, I consider myself 2nd wave good ole' day old timer status, hehe.

This forum was a beautiful thing and was really there when I needed it, NO DOUBT!
19
Flooding / Re: Looking for Iboga treatment centre in Europe
« Last post by Dr.Faust on May 10, 2018, 03:12:42 PM »
I like to recomend the "Iboga-Farm". They are located in the netherlands.
https://iboga-farm.nl/english/index.html
20
Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by RhythmSpring on May 10, 2018, 01:21:11 PM »
From what I hear, Gratefuldad is alive and well. And from a quick glance at the Kambo forum, it looks like it's just as active as this one.
Pages: 1 [2] 3 4 ... 10