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Eboka Talk / concentrate or the mild?
« on: April 22, 2013, 09:39:52 PM »
does anyone know what  is from Mechelle? its not the tci right? im going round two this time for vicoden, not suboxone, and this time im not eating a vicoden in the morning, ears still ringing ..

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: June 16, 2012, 03:59:33 AM »
if my friend banged dope is 12 hours enough before iboga?? or       18 is better to play it safe?? thanks guys

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: June 16, 2012, 02:46:43 AM »
guys, Im sorry for not updating you, I feel like I used you guys but i just been busy, I worked for  almost 6 months now, its longest I ever worked, thanks guys and thanks Iboga, i was tired for months a twork, I use smack 1 otime  month, and pop perks 1-2 a day last few weeks, but at least i work now, I will tell you guys in detali later,

 but tomorrow I want to cure my friend he doesnt sniff, he bangs, he weighs 155,  i took 1.2 HCI, now I have .2 for him, I feel he should take 1mg or .9, HOWEVER i need your guys help, I have .2 and i need someone to help me with math, cause I got that midgrade stuff forgot what its called, but how do I measure it so it will be equavelent to .8 of the HCI? thank you guys, I am grateful its just i didnt write cause Im not social off opiates, today I sniffed dope cause I m with the guy Im gonna cure tmrw, iss12 hours ok? he does bang so if he banged at 1 am, is 1pm next day safe?

General Discussion / Re: some mild side effects
« on: December 31, 2011, 12:18:22 AM »
dude my ears still ringin all day long, all day

General Discussion / some mild side effects
« on: December 06, 2011, 08:39:58 PM »
I have to say after iboga I hear and smell everything like an animal. I hear door slams on other floors, I tell addicts to stop stomping aluminum cans, I tell gym personnel to oil squeaky treadmills. And neighbors that cook without using vent are told they stink. So if you have some grandparents that were holding patents but where psychotic and shit irritated  them, well most likely after iboga your ears will ring all day long when its quiet and its kinda something to get used to

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: November 30, 2011, 04:09:02 PM »
thanks for advice, i would love to do another booster, but since the buzzing started in my ears when i iboga kicked in it never went away, I dont know how to handle it, I had management fix hallway door on 2 floor i live on 3rd. to much hearing going on, but thats fine, but the constant ringing really sucks! and it prevents me from boosting, the TA was fun I d love it again, but i cant have this ringing get worse

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: November 22, 2011, 04:30:11 PM »
I should an update, I hate reading forum where someone was about to do some iboga or some other form of detox, than did it but never updated the most important thing: the results!
It has been 5 weeks since I did Iboga HCL. I been to Heroin Central 5 times way in the city, however I was there for some side hustle activity, and to me its a miracle but I never did dope while I was there 5 times. However I did eat some 15-20mg of Vicodin. And fri or sat only, so i don't care what anyone says that's improvement god damn it. Far as drinking, hard liquor is out the game, and even beer solo is no longer committed. When I am in a social setting, I drink beer.  So not bad at all, I did booster one time. I would do it more, but my ears ringing steady to this day, I hear and smell everything and that's not a good thing when you live in apt building where foreigners cook weird shit that smells heavy. Strong sense of sound has been a problem in my family, everyone is irritated by sounds, so know I hear better, I had to buy a white noise machine. Saw a shrink about this ringing in my head after iboga, she gave me some shit that made me drowsy. I also now take Wellbutrin so I can bust a nut, delayed ejaculation is not cool, works great. I am getting better, need to stop f. around with 10mg pills on fri and sat, cause i be tired on sun and Monday, and today is Tues and Im still not 100. Thanks to everyone for their support, it helped all around.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 24, 2011, 11:49:20 PM »
Thats well said. I think Im just manic. been experimenting with xanax, just so Im not restless, I always feel like I need to get into something, not just girls obviously. Facts: I dont drink hard liquor nor do I do smack.

but i still f. around with beer and very minimum hydrocodeine=5mg. The beer I dont give a fuck about cause in my country a month ago they finally reclassified up to 10% beers from food to alcohol. So its wack I know. I got to stop the opiates, been going to gym, thanks to the advice here I decided to do 400 miles in a week on a bike in the gym The 400mg of TA is hard to ignore, ate it an hour ago. Well chiller that .2 of that HCL. watching nazi collaborators, hot shit, but i dont know what effects  that has with iboga. maybe beneficial with my status

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 21, 2011, 11:52:25 PM »
thanks i needed that encouragement. im taking b6 and b12 and magnesium maybe that will help. Im pretty obnoxious sober, well not really, im just so not used to talking to people without opiates. and hanging out with friends sober still doesnt make sense, Im about to recruit me a nice euro girl and maybe that will keep me busy, but i have to look for a job soon here, I guess I got to do the biking at the gym daily, I wonder if the 5-htp will help me. Im so manic I always need to be into something, used to booze and sniff to control this anxiety now i m trying to be low key, I am taking xanax .5 mg a day roughly so it will help me from being manic. will keep trying.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 20, 2011, 08:49:33 PM »
Yeah Im pretty sensitive, I took about 1.2 at 75 kilos. The sound is still in the head, and the smells; I mean those broads werent lying I really am a dog, I smell peoples nasty cooking from a different floor, and I never ever ever had my armpits smell so raw before. But I guess thats what happens when you trip and you are absolutely convinced youre gonna die the next day. I think the ebokas elements work like this - you dont have craving because youre happy to be alive.

Real interesting thing happened yesterday, I went to the west side of Chicago, straight slums. I have been there 200 times over the last 5 years. I went there to get subs to flip, since I havent been working. Whites dont like going there. Anyways, I had to wait 20 minutes for the non punctual lady, and I was where there is smack on every other block. I was gonna get half of 10/325 for 2 bucks.

But waiting for the lady I bought a heineken and started drinking that, I had no craving for the smack, when I got the strips, i asked her if she brought me the 5mg, she said no, but she can run upstairs, I told her just fuck it. thats my destiny, so didnt do no opiates, one beer or 2 i guess aint shit. I think it was a great comprimise, thats the 1st time out of 200 where I didnt buy a bag while down there. I mean its a must (a bag) when you are white and down there, but I was strictly business. And I aint fucking with the strips, its like I dont have cravings, but I wish I could buy energy, its day 5 and I just want to do stuff, its hard enough to deal with the world without opiates, but being tired its hard to lead an active lifestyle.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 19, 2011, 02:27:13 AM »
thanks for the structure and other thoughts GD, and the other fellas that gave me some guidance as well.  Because when you dont have insurance experimenting is dangerous. I feel like I almost brought this site down, well its my job now to stress to people not mix even minimum opiates.  Now I believe Michelle told me to eat 400mg of TA on the 7th day.. I dont want to do it earlier, my ears still buzzing, when is that going away? At least the flashing lights are gone. About 11 hours after consumption I was gonna go and bitch out this dude outside for running his motorcycle for one hour, but than I realized that I was hearing shit. oops

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 18, 2011, 09:32:38 PM »
i took the 10mg/325 at4pm. i didt eat iboga sample until about 4 and 1/2 hour later. and the beers i had before iboga, have not had a drink since the trip. its been about 72hours.

Well thanks for the input GD, I figured I would have no WDs since for the last 4 and 1/2 months I only used once a week if that, but it is what it is, and thats that. I mean Im about to hit the gym for the sweat room, thats progress for the 72 hour mark. Discount to WD that sounds good, I have a feeling that 10/325 is what made my trip excessively extreme, it was just nasty and extreme hallucinations where I would almost lose my understanding that Im in a real world, and every time I would realize this, i would freak out and it would pinch my heart like when someone runs up at you and say boo and catches you off guard, this heart pinching happened like 40 times over the 4 hour peak hours.

I dont know if my mind would of ended up in the trip would I be unconscious but it was extreme as fuck. I was possessed almost. My grandpa died at 59 of a heart attack. and during the trip I was convinced that I would be dead the next day, like totally convinced, i cant describe it, yeah Im a fool, but i had no f. clue what this strange substance is capable of.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 18, 2011, 05:11:22 PM »
but i feel like Im in withdrawls, Im anxious and body is shaky, almost worse than i was before the ibogaine trip.   I also made a big mistake, I didnt know tripping balls really meant losing your mind for 4 hours. I didnt actually think there was any drug that could make me lose control like that, I was talking out loud like a nut.

Anyways at 2pm sat I woke up after being at strip clubs and doing a bag of smack cause fridays are fuck up days for me, well I thought I was way to weak to do iboga, and wasnt even sure if I would do it sat. I took a 10/325 to get composure, than I drank 2 rolling rocks at like 7pm. at 815 I ate sample dose. and I could barely walk from .2mg. I was petrafied to eat the other 1 gram. I think that 10/325 almost killed my mf ass. I was going in and out of my sanity, my legs were walking while I was in bed.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 17, 2011, 11:08:57 PM »
I sure will when Im grounded, I took it 49 hours ago. I still got ringing in the ears, and what bothers me is Im all exhausted like and lazy.  Maybe Ill have energy to get out of bed tomorrow night.

Introductions / Re: hi gonna try to keep it short
« on: October 16, 2011, 06:41:40 PM »
OK I'm alive. yeah untrained sitter is a buzz kill. he tried.  Im skeptical  when people talk about going to hell. but if there is hell i know exactly what it looks. I done covered all the main intersections. There are no shortcuts there either. TA might be more appropriate for me, cause I never came that close to being in a nut house.

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