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Micro-Dosing / Re: Doing sports while microdosing?
« on: August 09, 2018, 01:44:15 AM »
i would dose before physical therapy as well as before going to the gym or long walks and it seemed to boost my physical shape tenfold in comparison to just exercise alone

General Discussion / Re: Ibogaine death! It happened to me!
« on: July 02, 2017, 11:05:51 AM »
any updates brother???? hope your doing better

Eboka Talk / Re: IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: July 02, 2017, 09:36:29 AM »
im still kicking and ive tapered from 144mg daily which i maintained until one year ago when i began my taper currently i am mostly substantiating on fresh harvested poppy pods and have only dosed 48mg 3 times with at least 2 days between each dosing this past week or so. i will be undergoing cardiac testing again prior to this but thankfulyl insofar somehow my heart has kept steady in its testings as being top notch healthy in both physical state and electrical rythem. i'm going to be steadily consuming nothing but pods very soon for a week or two prior to the iboga which will be in root bark form and will be done in a prolonged mdoerate dosing schedual as ive used int he past to great effect, back then i was coming off of pharmecuticals and heroin and went to pods prior to iboga for a few weeks and it worked wonders unfortunately a few months later i had an abcessed tooth and had to take vicodin and that sent me back intofull on WD and tho i didnt ever go back to classic opiates ive been on lope ever since and here i am just about to turn 35 and going through this one more time it seems. the plan this time is to stick to ibprophn and tough it out if medical pain becomes an issues in the future. i have no nor have i had any cravings or such in years which is great and the lope doesnt seem to do anything other then keep the HORRENDOUS WD at bay and allow for a very sound sleep. i've read alot about the heart complications and what worries me is sudden lope withdrawal which starts with gasping for air and its unlike regular opiates hence the taper andpod switch and honestly at this dose eating just 10 nickle sized pods a day from the laurens grape variety and eating them only a few hours after the petals fall before they even ripen has proven extremely effective so thats good! i'll keep you all posted as things unfold. on a side note i made a huge mistake back in 2011 and drank ayahuasca daily for 2 weeks prior to my iboga experience and eventually combined the two. NEVER TRY SUCH IT WAS STUPID. i've grown alot since then thats for sure


Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« on: July 02, 2017, 09:24:34 AM »
theres more than enough info and those lurking are likely in desperate times and rather just read and get info than take the time to post. nothing bad goin on just shows we've been adequate in our sharing also things like facebook groups are really taking over and usually people will talk there instead and just come here for reference or if linked an article/post. thats my best guess. waiting for michelle to get in touch with me to finish up an order and journeying as soon as i can so wish me luck. i have a good bit of prior experience in 2011 dosing daily over 2 and a half weeks on all forms so if things are the sameish then it should go smoothly

Eboka Talk / Re: IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: May 27, 2015, 06:28:30 PM »
@JackTripper yeah the physical part of loperamide WD is a complete carbon copy of classic opiate/opiod Withdrawal but much more severe than anything i had encountered prior even worse than the WD i once experienced after a short stint of  chewing fentanyl patches. the extreme hot and cold flashes, sweats, gooseflesh, skin Burning , restless legs unlike anything ive ever imagined and every other aspect. people always hear me complain about loperamide/immodium withdrawal and automatically assume its all bowel movement related when that's actually one of the least troublesome effects of WD from loperamide. its currently may 27th 2015 and I'm still stuck on taking At LEAST 144mg of loperamide a day just to function and be able to sleep. it doesn't only delay the onset of withdrawal it acts exactly like any other opiate in that it completely takes away any physical WD experienced totally in a high enough dose but unfortunately i wasn't aware that it would become a major problem in itself. on the bright side i havent had a craving for traditional opi's in years now and only have taken medicinal doses of them when necessary for injury reasons and i cant say with honesty that i have by deffinition of the term  An addiction to Loperamide as i dont look forward to taking it every morning and sometimes i even forget to take it until the WD creeps in but i will say i am most certainly extremely Dependant on high dose loperamide on a physical level and couldnt imagine functioning without it and i truly am at a loss for what to do as i would have no issues never returning to taking it if i somehow did manage to get some sort of treatment but i dont forsee ever having nearly enough money to be able to do a 2+week moderate iboga dosing which would likely be required and although a bit taxing i am sure i could manage that length of dosing as i had do so in 2011 with drinking ayahuasca(mimosa hostilis tea and pure harmine extract 250-450mg) for 2 weeks every day sometimes twice a day immediately followed by 2.5 weeks of daily iboga and ibogaine dosing (pure and TA extracts as well as root bark) and im wondering to if it would make more sense to eat the rootbark and take the extract via enema to reach all the receptor sites in my G.I. tract. any personal experience  or info on this topic would still be greatly appreciated tho ill be checking back every so often. till then thanks for the support and i wish all here the best of luck in their journeys

the one and only MindAsh

Eboka Talk / Re: IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: May 26, 2013, 01:24:14 PM »
i should add that the physical aspect was so hellish i was bordering on a stroke and my face was purple while i was screaming for 3 hours

Eboka Talk / Re: IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: May 26, 2013, 01:23:25 PM »
loperamide WD is not just having the shits its akin to coming off of methadone when on it for a long time in high doses not only did i literally feel like i needed to force my intestines out of my ass and stomach out of my mouth but also had the insane sweats, burning skin, restless legs etc. i dosed 288 mg 29 hours after my intiial flooding and the pains subsided but since then i've only needed to take 24mg yesterday morning and today none so i may have jumped the gun in saying it doesnt work but ill see what happens come a few more days :-)

Eboka Talk / Re: IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: May 24, 2013, 02:24:16 PM »
im turning it intoa learning experience. im still integrating and refining my understanding of it but it seems that classic opiates/opiods which effect receptor sites in the brain cause extra receptors to grow in the brain and WD is the effect of those extra receptors that come with use and tolerance are painfully starving more or less. with loperamide the same happens in the intestines and gut so you dont have the mental addiction aspect when WDing from it the same as classics. the problem being that ibogaine hcl and Ta are readily absorbed in the stomach and not reaching the entirety of the effect areas of extra receptor growth in the insteines colon etc so im thinking possibly iboga enema and using bark orally attacking form both ends since my brain doesnt need it. i hope that makes some sense but i've never been the best at articulating this sort of thing fast lol. ill keep everyone posted tho. feel great otherwise!

Eboka Talk / IBOGA does not work well for Loperamide
« on: May 23, 2013, 06:31:07 AM »
24 hours after flooding after a week on morphine and 2 weeks on oxy and still the lope is not letting go. 1 gram of IW Hcl and 4 grams of TA from a friend and well it was great and all but had to redose just so i would stop screaming.... i guess i really am gonna have to do this a very gradual taper. on the bright side my/the mind needed that but please do not get too friendly with ope. ive been dosing 144mg daily give or take for almost 2 and a half years and its not good

General Discussion / Re: loperamide and iboga
« on: April 30, 2013, 12:22:11 AM »
sorry to bump an old thread but i have a decent quantity of iboga ta and hcl and do not want to waste it so just curious if anyone has tried this yet or knows more? i tried switching to short acting opiates but still 60 oxycontin 40mg's and 120 oxycodone 10mg's are only enough to get me through a week due to how high my tolerance has become from the lope. ive tried to taper even 1 pill a week and its still hell so im kinda at a loss here. and no im not getting any sort of euphoria or high from the oxy in even the slightest which i don't mind tbh

General Discussion / Re: an observation
« on: February 17, 2013, 04:14:55 AM »
Kambo i can deff agree and relate. i myself am a strange mix of positive warrior and misanthropic miserable old man in a younger body lol but ive certainly toned down in alot of ways after my original ibo exp but if someone messes with someone i either care for or see cant defend themself (children etc) then ill let my Viking blood take over for a bit. on the bright side i have a concious on off switch for it

General Discussion / Re: Ibogaine hcl and TA regimine
« on: February 17, 2013, 04:10:53 AM »
Yeah, don't take it all at once - you need to gauge your sensitivity first for one thing, you may not even need to take everything you have planned on. I know people who are hyper-sensitive to ibogaine but can drink a gallon of ayahuasca (not really)

for this i will vouche for personally. 10 grams of bark levels me yet ive brewed enormous doses of mimosa and taken it with high doses of harmine and could still reach further and personally i like ibo alot more than dmt but would never risk taking over 600mg of hcl or more than a gram of TA. the ibo will let you know what you need

thanks GD ill check it out tho i cant find anything on the two in relation via google unfortunately. long time man how goes it?

does anyone know of any research or have any info on ibogaine and or noribogaine's effects if any on clearing Amyloid Beta from the brain?

Micro-Dosing / Re: Protocols for Microdosing
« on: July 03, 2012, 05:59:50 AM »
i've been working with 500mg-1 gram of bark a day and its definitely helping out in many ways not to mention the way it stacks on prior doses allowing me to use less fairly often

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