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Eboka Journals / Re: My Bwiti initiation in Gabon
« on: February 21, 2015, 10:04:35 AM »
 "according to the shamans in Gabon there’s no toxicity to it"

it is not true, I had my liver and kidneys checked before and after Iboga. All tests were much worse than before the treatment. This is why ibogaine clinics require heart  liver and kindney tests before treatment.

The whole text seems like an advertising to me.

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 30, 2014, 01:27:22 PM »
another work on my dream vision with heart of pearls

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 24, 2014, 05:36:41 AM »
you can do a lot with cut outs, it is easier than painting but the effects are very convincing :-) Matisse did a lot of cut outs. I think a heart quilt would also be fantastic.

Eboka Journals / Re: UnderWorld Initiation
« on: June 23, 2014, 10:09:02 AM »
I liked the frog scene :-)

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 23, 2014, 02:06:31 AM »
perhaps you could try to paint it. It would look even more beautiful seeing your work with hearts :-)

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 20, 2014, 11:09:18 AM »
another work in progress

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 18, 2014, 06:57:46 AM »
work in progress

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 13, 2014, 10:18:56 AM »
work in progress

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 09, 2014, 10:37:03 AM »
in a few weeks I am going to take 2 grams of iboga Ta at one time. This should be enough to have visions and to have questions answered. After taking a test dose you are not able to take the rest of the flood dose because of the nausea. I took 10 mg of Metoclopramidum to prevent vomiting but it did not work. Perhaps the dose was to low.
The mazes of my arms were not just blures. I saw Single filmstils unfolding like a fan. I thought about greek philosophers who already knew that we have no idea what the motion really is :-)

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 09, 2014, 07:20:31 AM »
today is monday and I still feel that tension in my head, it is there since last friday when I took the test dose of iboga ta. It looks like it would another few days to wear off. What would have happened if I took the whole dose of 3,7 gram?

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 07, 2014, 02:45:27 PM »
look what I found! TT is singing Amazing Grace on her new CD. There is also a book on Iboga with the same title!

lyrics of the song Amazing Grace

Eboka Journals / Re: Love album by TT
« on: June 07, 2014, 08:42:18 AM »
I too haven't heard of TT for 20 years or so :-) I was a bit embarassed and surprised buying a cd by TT. For you know all the love songs are a bit ... , smell like bad taste. So I was a bit ashamed of buying her cd too. Hours after wakeing up I had to rethink my attitude towards love. I have not heard this word for 20 years or so :-( I  see how loveless my life is. It seems that I can do nothing about it. New to me is that unconditional LOve, I read about it many times but never felt it.

Perhaps we should really listen to Tina. She made a new cd or sth like that. I´Judge by yourself

This synchronicity is fantastic :-) I dreamed a few times of travelling by pushing doors open or pulling curtains. I travelled to Jerusalem one time opening by one time 27 doors. They opened like domino stones hitting one another. I then saw through the tunnel suburbs of Jerusalem. Much later I read that Jerusalem once had 27 gates.
I traveled to Vienna pulling two black curtains asaid. :-)

Spreading love across the planet by TT

Are you preparing a strawberry jam right now? :-D

Eboka Journals / Love album by TT
« on: June 07, 2014, 06:17:36 AM »
yeasterday I took a test dose of Iboga TA IW of 400 miligrams. After an hour I felt that my head was quiet havy and I could not move it without getting sick. So I was forced to lay back and wait. Because I moved my head I had to puke a few times. I had no visions, heard a littel buzzing. After ten hours or so I could walk again. I saw mazes of my arms when moving them. It looked like feathers of a bird or a fan. My arm were fans unfolding before my bewildered eyes. 

Most important part. That night I head a dream in which I was buying a CD by Tina Turner. On the cover were beauftiful pearls forming a heart with a central pearl. I think this was the Iboga spirit of Love.
a CD while playing is spinning arround a center. People who took Iboga often report of spinning arround like on a merry-go-round so that they become sick and have to vomit. Adepts of the SELF are also spinning arround it. Since I am an artist (painter) I did a little work to what I sow :-)

Eboka Journals / Re: UnderWorld Initiation
« on: May 31, 2014, 02:04:14 PM »
in the course of my life I had a few Great Jungian Dreams and would like to understand them better. I am going to redream them in my eboga session.

Eboka Journals / Re: UnderWorld Initiation
« on: May 31, 2014, 11:33:40 AM »
the number 93 must be of great importance,
a few years ago I had a new years dream in which a doctor said to me: your GPS coordinates are 93 93. Perhaps it is the age I am going to reach before I die. Perhaps it has something to do with Crowley's Thelema and Agape which expressed in numbers are 93 93. I am going to take Iboga Ta for my depression this week, perhaps I will find out what the message 9393 means.

Reading you visions I asked myself the question: who are we ? Where do we come from as a species? I am sure this was not a blind biological proces of evolution that led to what we are and what we were. Why did we loose our contact to the wisdom within ourselves? What happened? I am going to ask this questions to iboga :-)

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