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Micro-Dosing / Over the counter painkillers with microdosing
« on: April 13, 2015, 05:52:24 PM »
I've been microdosing for a couple of weeks now and my current week's dosage is about 600mg per day with one day off as still testing the strength of the RB as from a new supplier.

Does anyone know if I'm able to take paracetamol and/or ibuprofen with this without causing any problems? I had really wanted to abstain from all other drugs but it's not looking that possible! I can't seem to find any info online as to what might be deemed a safe level, although perhaps it's just with a flood that might potentially cause problems?

Introductions / Saying hi
« on: March 27, 2015, 08:26:24 AM »
I wanted to take the opportunity to introduce myself to the forum. I had also tried registering with DMT Nexus and although a wonderful resource, sadly it does appear that they are no longer accepting new members.

I'm a 34 year old woman from the UK. I don't have any experience with iboga but my first knowledge of it came from a guy who was a client of mine (I used to work as a clinical hypnotherapist) who used to visit Africa for the purposes of having iboga administered for his alcohol dependency.

I completely forgot all about it until the other day when I was looking for substances to help treat depression, rather than go down the usual anti-depressant route, and stumbled across it again. My experience with psychedelics is limited to shrooms, ketamine, LSD and San Pedro in a recreational setting. Generally, I've had positive experiences and the negative effects have only arisen with LSD if I've been in the company of certain friends or with strangers as they're not really aware of my neuroses, which has consequently resulted in feeling controlled/trapped and unable to express myself, in part because I have a serious loss of identity. The most profound experience to date came from San Pedro.

However, I have noticed that over the past few years that my depressive tendencies have reared their ugly head once again and I have a strong suspicion that I have either BPD, Bipolar II or a combination of both, although I've never had a naturally-occurring psychotic episode. This may be at least due to heavy cannabis use over the past 3-4 years, which has now turned into a psychological addiction that I want to put an end to.

I have attempted meditation many many times but feels as soon as I'm getting anywhere, my mind kind of goes into this "Whooa just stop right there - you're not allowed to improve" type state! As with any kind of routine, my mind just shouts "NO". The most noticeable change in my outlook was about 4 years ago where I took MDMA almost every weekend for the best part of a year, although this coincided with me meeting my partner so it may have just been the honeymoon effect!

I've been very interesting about reading reports of BPD sufferers having success with iboga so plan to microdose with root bark.  I aim on simultaneously getting a referral from a doc for a psychiatrist so at least if any issues are brought into my conscious thought, I will at least have some support should I not be able to deal with and make sense of these myself.

Before registering, I was dipping in and out of this forum so also want to thank everyone here for their helpful input! I hope to share my microdosing experience in the near future.

Aside from my mental background, well I like drawing/painting, music, cooking, travel and....cats!

Peace  :)

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