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Thank you :)

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General Discussion / Re: Cervical Cancer Treatment ? UPDATE
« on: December 03, 2012, 02:09:39 PM »
SO I had the hysterectomy...and I FEEL GREAT! Recovery was Smooth!! I got to keep my ovaries..and NOW_ CANCER FREE.... so THANK you ALL for the LOVE...... glad that is behind me

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I am searching for a reliable WORMWOOD source...and also in need of GREEN black walnut hulls...I am in progress of anti-parasitic fasting etc...and Looking for reliable organic sources...walnut is not is season here...

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Introductions / Re: Hi I'm Skyward (Cal's Sister )
« on: April 23, 2012, 08:40:34 AM »
Ok First-  THANK YOU ALL for the kind true words, and LOVE.....
I HAVE HAD A MIRACULOUS BREAKTHROUGH!
This may sound crazy to 'normal' people, ( a.k.a. drones LOL) , but I have been BLESSED with Manna (psilocybin) from a tremendous ANgel ! I have experimented with ' micro-dosing' and slightly larger doses three times ( up to 1 gm.) I didn't want  " go very far" as it has been at least 15 years since my last psychedelic experience ....I have taken 1 gm. almost  daily  by taking 1/8- 1/4 gm in the a.m., same in the afternoon then the rest at bedtime DAILY for about 8 weeks, with ASTOUNDING RESULTS! I have been able to rediscover MYSELF again....
I have been centered, peaceful, and have an innate power to heal myself through the sheer peace and balance in my spirit!
I believe that manna in the bible was the same.
I have had amazing results within my own mental state including a complete vanishing of the stress and fear that plagued me, including the guilt I was carrying about my treacherous past that I used to own as my cancer cause.  I now understand that it is equally my responsibility to allow myself to heal.  Which I HAVE DONE.  I FEEL GREAT!! I cannot tell you enough! I was in a dark, scary place before and the light doses of the magic have freed me from the cell I was in and enabled me to soar outward and see myself the way my God does, as forgiven, healed, and wonderful! I have breathed new LIFE into myself.
On another note- my surgery is scheduled for May 11th, and Cal is already preparing to help me out of the " Morphine" hole that  I expect to ravage me afterward.  I plan on leaving the hospital with a NEW PEACE that every cell that intruded upon my happiness will be gone, and what is left is ME ...pure and simple...my flesh is NOT ME, but just a vehicle for me to spread my light .  Does this makes since to anyone  LOL? Of course it does!
I am THRILLED to get ready today for a very SPECIAL evening this weekend that I have planned...by preparing some " Boomer Honey" and my long time best friend is coming over this weekend  for a 'girls night' and we are  celebrating my uterus and it's time to go LOL...we will build a fire, reminisce, and laugh ( maybe cry - hopefully not - likely only from laughing so hard) and we will soldier up and say " girl parts- your time has come and gone but- Fuck YOU cancer and good riddens!"
I LOVE YOU ALL

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Ok First-  THANK YOU ALL for the kind true words, and LOVE.....
I HAVE HAD A MIRACULOUS BREAKTHROUGH!
This may sound crazy to 'normal' people, ( a.k.a. drones LOL) , but I have been BLESSED with Manna (psilocybin) from a tremendous ANgel ! I have experimented with ' micro-dosing' and slightly larger doses three times ( up to 1 gm.) I didn't want  " go very far" as it has been at least 15 years since my last psychedelic experience ....I have taken 1 gm. almost  daily  by taking 1/8- 1/4 gm in the a.m., same in the afternoon then the rest at bedtime DAILY for about 8 weeks, with ASTOUNDING RESULTS! I have been able to rediscover MYSELF again....
I have been centered, peaceful, and have an innate power to heal myself through the sheer peace and balance in my spirit!
I believe that manna in the bible was the same.
I have had amazing results within my own mental state including a complete vanishing of the stress and fear that plagued me, including the guilt I was carrying about my treacherous past that I used to own as my cancer cause.  I now understand that it is equally my responsibility to allow myself to heal.  Which I HAVE DONE.  I FEEL GREAT!! I cannot tell you enough! I was in a dark, scary place before and the light doses of the magic have freed me from the cell I was in and enabled me to soar outward and see myself the way my God does, as forgiven, healed, and wonderful! I have breathed new LIFE into myself.
On another note- my surgery is scheduled for May 11th, and Cal is already preparing to help me out of the " Morphine" hole that  I expect to ravage me afterward.  I plan on leaving the hospital with a NEW PEACE that every cell that intruded upon my happiness will be gone, and what is left is ME ...pure and simple...my flesh is NOT ME, but just a vehicle for me to spread my light .  Does this makes since to anyone  LOL? Of course it does!
I am THRILLED to get ready today for a very SPECIAL evening this weekend that I have planned...by preparing some " Boomer Honey" and my long time best friend is coming over this weekend  for a 'girls night' and we are  celebrating my uterus and it's time to go LOL...we will build a fire, reminisce, and laugh ( maybe cry - hopefully not - likely only from laughing so hard) and we will soldier up and say " girl parts- your time has come and gone but- Fuck YOU cancer and good riddens!"
I LOVE YOU ALL

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General Discussion / Re: Cervical Cancer Treatment ?
« on: February 05, 2012, 06:52:13 PM »
Cal- Sorry we used to steal your weed....   :-*  but you had it coming for making me wash all the dishes LOL...

.I am in a great amount of pain. Agonizing mental pain, and terrible physical pain.  I don't have the means to fly myself to Mexico yet, but I am waiting for God to send me the answers.  If God makes it possible I will go before the surgery and expect to come back cancer free.  I can tell you why.  {This takes some guts to say} I have never said to anyone else before. I know I have caused this disease in me. I just am looking to Ibogaine to wash my cells free of the bad energy that holds me tight to my sins and transgressions.  There are reasons that cancer has grown in me and I know what in my past I have not been able to address or let go .  This stress has thrown my body out of whack, and I have not been able to work through major life sins .  Iboga I wish for myself to show me and allow me to accept grace, and to clean my cells,. The cells that call themselves cancers . The cells that need to move on.  I need to be reborn a free woman free on many  levels free from disease  free from Cancer, free from addictions, free from sadness, depression.  I want to be reborn - clean and healthy.   

Should my story touch anyone's heart to help me in any way that would be amazing. My life is hanging in  the balance and I am waiting for God to send me friends as guides along the way.

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General Discussion / Cervical Cancer Treatment ?
« on: February 02, 2012, 10:01:55 AM »
I am new here and lead a relatively "normal" average family life with two kids and husband.  I am fighting issues pertaining to Cervical Cancer, and I am awaiting another Biopsy.  I am considering flooding.  I have had past experiences with plants like  psilocybin but that ways many, many years ago.  I have to have a hysterectomy regardless of the biopsy results but the extent of surgery and treatment options may change if they find cancer.  I already had my cervix removed last year.  I am wondering if I should do this Before or After surgery.  I have a history of Opiate dependency and I am afraid they will not be able to get me comfortable. It may not even  be an option to do it before because it looks like it may have to be very soon.  And it I have to have chemo or radiation would I even be able to?  Just throwing it out there to see what suggestions you have....

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Introductions / Re: Hi I'm Skyward (Cal's Sister )
« on: January 05, 2012, 04:26:08 PM »
Thanks everyone for the love

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Diet & Recipes / Re: post your diet!
« on: December 29, 2011, 01:09:49 PM »
Kambogahuasca Panacea Thank you - nice to meet you

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Introductions / Re: Hi I'm Skyward (Cal's Sister )
« on: December 29, 2011, 01:08:36 PM »
WOW!! Thank you friend!
I have had great success also with what we call "pizza feet" on both our boys.  Simply put Oregano oil on the soles of their feet at night and cover with socks. Oregano oil can burn skin that isn't hick like the bottoms of the feet .
If I had not seen it for myself I would never have guessed what a miracle this would be! He was in a bad asthma fit and it worked- instantly and we could stop using his rescue inhaler within 4 hours of the first 'pizza feet' application. I now treat both kids when they have sniffles or a cough. Basically to my understanding the oregano fights the free radicals and any mold spores floating around.
I will try your recommendations - thanks for the love! I already love this forum :)
Side note - he tested not allergic to anything when he was stuck over 100 times at the allergist - his lungs were severely damaged at 7 weeks when he caught RSV (an airborne illness).  He almost died and was in isolation at the Children's hospital for 8 days (that time) he has had trouble ever since. They had to wear hazmat suits to handle the poor guy.  Poor kid- but he's my little warrior and he is super active! Thanks again!! I ALWAYS welcome good advice!

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Diet & Recipes / Celiac?
« on: December 29, 2011, 11:13:41 AM »
Hello I am new here, but find this thread very interesting! My name is Skyward and I got deathly ill last September.  I have no health insurance because I have Preexisting ( cervical cancer 2010) so as a small biz owner I am not allowed to even buy health insurance.  Long story short began violent illness of the GI type and was hospitalized one Friday until the following Tuesday when the ' office' lady found out I was uninsured. I was treated for a Possible parasite and/or Food borne illness (without a positive test result) .  Went home as sick as ever, and through much research and some Q and A with the doctor that I am 99% sure I have celiac.  I have had symptoms my whole life that no one ever put together.
ANyway I am now living Gluten FREE with AMAZING results!
I am an organic gardener and have been as long as I have been an independent adult, which helps feed my family.
Just found out that due to my GI probs I am seriously B12 deficient and have pernicious anemia. Got some B12 injections fairly cheap and they made a huge difference in how I feel.
I find Gluten free to be difficult at times, especially on the run, but changing our diets (especially in the US) is so important. My personal beliefs are that 99% of "ADD" in my community could be cured with a diet change.
Two recipes that are super easy/healthy and feed you for days; enjoy!

Here are some photos of my 'stock pot' and dishes!

Tree hugger note- after I boil the peels and ends for stock I strain and add them to my worm bin (compost)

Alter to  your tastes and budget;

Roasted Root veggies (vegan)
3-4 Parsnips
1 Butternut squash
2 red potatoes
3 onions
1 bulb fresh garlic
3 carrots
bunch of leeks
1 rutabaga
fresh parley chopped (about 2-3 tablespoons)
Sea salt and pepper to taste after roasting

Toss in Olive oil Roast in the oven at 400 until lightly browned and soft to fork.

{I leave the peelings on the carrots, and parsnips for added vitamins;}
anything I peel I throw the peels and ends into a pot and boil like crazy to make Vegan Broth ! (use later to cook brown rice in or add to soup recipe below)


My recipe for Vegan soup;
Take leftovers from roasted roots above, chop bite size and add to vegan broth simmer and enjoy!



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Introductions / Hi I'm Skyward (Cal's Sister )
« on: December 29, 2011, 10:58:21 AM »
Hello Friends,
M name is 'Skyward'. I am the proud sister of Cal . I want to introduce myself;
I am an Organic gardener,all around tree hugger, and advocate for natural Healing and Privacy.
I am a mother, wife, and Business Owner (in the Art field).  I belong to some great National Volunteer/community Organizations, and Parent/Teacher boards.
I have the world's most amazing two boys, and my youngest has suffered Pulmonary (lung)  Issues his entire life.  I always try to find Natural healing alternatives (although I think the word 'Alternatives' really should be given to pharmaceuticals - I think it's backward).  I have disobeyed many doctors as I advocate for my families health, and I will continue to fight for him. 
I am no stranger to Plant teachers, and I advocate Natural Healing in any case.   I do not believe in western medicine for the most part, and believe that my Creator has blessed Mother Nature with everything we need to live happy fruitful lives.
I am so Proud of my Brother and this forum is very impressive thus far. I look forward to exploring more. Nice to meet you....
Warmly,
Skyward

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