I was useing for a year and half since my OD FLOOD and when I lost my connect I resorted to the root but it took the 10 days to arrive, by then I was already in the clinics revolving doors and brought up to 70 and every time I wanted to go down cause I knew my stuff was here I had to wait to see the DR to go on medical supervised withdrawal, evan to get them people to get the paper work for that is like pulling teeth. It was cause I was repatient and didnt want me coming back after I went (MSW)but yea it took about 2 months, Probably my fault for not doing so earlier but with a girl friend with 1 kid to get up for school its a bitch to see the dr cause theres always intakes and what not that happens there, you know.
Thinking I can hold on to some SAO, especially Dilaudid 8's WRONG

I could not wait the full 2 weeks cause I ran out to early and maybe I should have pre threw out bags of new works(needles) ,thinking im gonna need them again what was I thinking! You are rite LaLa, It dosent seem That I am ready to stop because of my reckless behavior but I HAVE to and this last trip was pretty damn intense and was a :ohead breaker

thats for sure, I will get off this done and ill just do it there way and not this. Im sure I can use Iboga to enjoy these long duration trips,rite? I can see the potential for abuse but I kinda like this stuff and want to do this without an opiate addiction to break.... I can imagine how wonderfull you must feel If you flood with NO PRE addiction state??

I dont think your being harsh and I do appreciate the truth, Thank you for knowing my stories or atleast following along, They are pretty reckless I could agree but I am truthfull and I enjoy this place, this is the place I like to come to and I like reading the stories and other people experiances , But I can say that its me and not the result of the Iboga or misuse of it to why I go back to useing...