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General Discussion / Re: Good to see the forum is back!
« on: December 21, 2017, 12:00:29 PM »
HOORAY back on line rite on my birthday ;D   so cool    not only that but wizards of dmt episode premiered on vicelands Hamilton Morrises show Pharmacopeia     what are the chances    best birth day gifts

Eboka Chat / Re: Reliable ibogaine vendors
« on: December 28, 2015, 10:49:01 PM »
Take more

Compost Pile / Re: Legalize DMT petition
« on: January 19, 2014, 02:41:26 PM »
signed :)

Eboka Journals / Re: Taper not working---planning 4th flood
« on: May 23, 2013, 06:14:01 PM »
Thanks for asking that question. I'm planning my 4th Flood also and they will all have been taken in the past year and a half, first time was feb 18 2012 and the most recent was around a month ago. Ill never forget the first time cause I got sent up to what I thought was a spaceship but ended out to be a hospital :o   Good luck on your next attempt to kick the habit so to say ;)

Introductions / Re: Looking for a sitter in southern CA
« on: May 01, 2013, 04:12:36 PM »
If I order Iboga TA, and wait to take it, will it still be good in 3 months, 6 months, a year?

When you order, the sticker on the out side of the packaging has the exp date on it depending on where you order it from.
IW has the exp date clearly printed on each foil sticker and it states its good for 2 years.
In my case I did not open and make capsuls untill the day of my treatment.

General Discussion / Re: Not feeling anything yet
« on: April 27, 2013, 01:33:49 AM »
 I was useing for a year and half since my OD FLOOD and when I lost my connect I resorted to the root but it took the 10 days to arrive, by then I was already in the clinics revolving doors and brought up to 70 and every time I wanted to go down cause I knew my stuff was here I had to wait to see the DR to  go on medical supervised withdrawal, evan to get them people to get the paper work for that is like pulling teeth. It was cause I was repatient and didnt want me coming back after I went (MSW)but yea it took about 2 months, Probably my fault for not doing so earlier but with a girl friend with 1 kid to get up for school its a bitch to see the dr cause theres always intakes and what not that happens there, you know. 

 Thinking I can hold on to some SAO, especially Dilaudid 8's WRONG :-\  I could not wait the full 2 weeks cause I ran out to early and maybe I should have pre threw out bags of new works(needles) ,thinking im gonna need them again what was I thinking! You are rite LaLa,  It dosent seem That I am ready to stop because of my reckless behavior but I HAVE to and this last trip was pretty damn intense and was a  :ohead breaker :o thats for sure, I will get off this done and ill just do it there way and not this. Im sure I can use Iboga to enjoy these long duration trips,rite? I  can see the potential for abuse but I kinda like this stuff and want to do this without an opiate addiction to break.... I can imagine how wonderfull you must feel If you flood with NO PRE addiction state?? :)
 I dont think your being harsh and I do appreciate the truth,  Thank you for knowing my stories or atleast following along, They are pretty reckless I could agree but I am truthfull and I enjoy this place, this is the place I like to come to and I like reading the stories and other people experiances , But I can say that its me and not the result of the Iboga or misuse of it to why I go back to useing...

General Discussion / Re: Not feeling anything yet
« on: April 26, 2013, 04:58:14 PM »
The SOA thing did not work :(.   I started doing a few not totaly understanding what a BEAST methadone is and only waited bout 3 days and I flooded and the same thing as you, full throttle W/D once I came down   I had 2 grams TA extra and still do along with 20 grams RB. Im learning how this stuff works and Im realy liking the trips I go on. This last trip was so intense im almost coming to the conclusion that I realy like doing Iboga for the insight and revisiting the same memmeries over and over.
Today when I went to the clinic this morning I had to go back up to 40. I was puking the whole way there and the whole way home.  because I missed 3 days of the done and what not i want to level off and continue to just get off the done without the iboga or maybe ill take the RB I have left. I also have 2 grams TA and 250 mgs HCL but I dont want to ever be in full throttle W/D again :-\ :'(.

I will beat this habbit if its the last thing I do and when Im done then Ill probably take what I have left in combonation HCL,TA, &RB

   I Thank you for your kind words and insight. Im at least glad to say that it wasnt just me and that this methadone is IMO not recomended to use to beat the done.   Talk soon Buck36

General Discussion / Re: Not feeling anything yet
« on: April 26, 2013, 03:41:25 AM »
WOW  Methadone 35 mgs is hard to kick evan with as much as I ate for my body weight. I weigh 130. This tip was intense with spinning on the floor and the room was moving back and fourth and I thought to my self as I say the same as with DMT, Everybody has to at try this once :o   I can imagine doing this out side laying down watching a nice camp fire.
 I felt so dumb after word I made this post about quality cause Ive been gone for a few days. It seams as my each trip with iboga I always visit the memories I have when I over dosed on iboga a year a go. Each trip I keep revisiting the same memeries I had from when I had done it last, If that makes any sence.  Its so long and time consumeing I realy get lost with my thoughts.
Im begining to really like these long sessions but I am usualy depressed afterwards cause I havent gotten anything done with my life at age 36.
  I still cant believe I had to go back to that damn clinic Thursday and im still at 35 mg and going down.
Methadone is garbage I hate it. When my trip was over or whatever my hot flases were so intense the shower couldnt do anything untill that got cold and never mind I had an electric blanket. I wanted  to kill my self .
Well I wanted to come back and edit cause I was to premature on saying my Iboga was not effecting me. In fact THE HONEY. A couple grams of that whoo whee :o   I wonder if this plant is good for our eyes , it does seem to have a weak of time of visual and tracers.   Oh and I will never flood on a methadone habbit. forget it. But I will flood again and again and again :o 8)

General Discussion / Re: Not feeling anything yet
« on: April 24, 2013, 01:31:36 AM »
Never mind, I have Beeees in my ears finnally :o 8) :P

God Bless me

General Discussion / Not feeling anything yet
« on: April 24, 2013, 01:26:58 AM »
I started my flood around midnight and have about consumed almost a gram hcl and a gram ta and I dont have tracers yet, No buzzing, I dont feel anything. Im starting to worry cause if this dont work im fucked. I still have 2 more grams ta but was told I would not need it untill after my treatment for boosters. This is dumb question I know at the moment but is there any body that did not get quality from IW?

I always thought HCL is fast and I should of felt it in the first half hour atleast. It was a test dose of 150 mg
Who knows maybe this will kick the shit out of me and Ill check back here tomorrow.

Eboka Journals / Re: My Weekend of Purging
« on: April 23, 2013, 05:52:18 PM »
It realy dosent sound like you had enough at all. Sounds more like a Kambo session with some iboga RB
Im sure you would of been happier with TA in caps and not loose RB.
A flood with RB would take from 20 to 25, evan 30 grams depending on weight. Ive taken 20 grams of RB at one time and had a great time.  How much was your total intake of RB during your whole time there?

I am flooding tonight and will be taking under a gram of HCL and under a gram of TA over the course of the night. Im kinda anxious at the moment :o  I just did last 16 mgs dilauded so Im just waiting for the nose to start to run.

What was your flood aimed at achieving? was it to break an addiction?

Eboka Talk / Re: New sponsor
« on: April 23, 2013, 01:38:37 AM »
I agree

Eboka Talk / Re: Microdosing to taper suboxone/subutex
« on: April 19, 2013, 10:24:51 PM »
If your feeling sick eat a couple grams to help.  It does help
Ive been decreasing 10 mgs a week from 70 to 40
Im not sure how subs work but I assume its more sticky than methadone :-[

General Discussion / Re: microdosing rectally
« on: April 19, 2013, 06:31:09 PM »
2 Packs non filter lucky strike coming up. ::)

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