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Micro-Dosing / Re: social anxiety, GAD, panic attacks... - microdosing
« on: March 21, 2016, 02:49:36 PM »
I am planning to start iboga microdosing following week, but I would like to ask some questions:

One think i dont fully understand why someone microdosing with iboga  everyday and some other ppl recommend microdosing every fourth day? What is the difference ? There is even a guy on youtube who takes 1 gram of root bark everyday,  what is  quite a lot in my opinion. Since I do not take any antidepressants maybe I will need more to get any relief for my crippling anxiety conditions.
Can i still take xanax (benzodiazepines) while i will be microdsing ? I know that taking any benzos  is not very recommended, but there are still  stressful situations in my everyday life where i simply need to take xanax, sometimes i need to take more and some other days less, but i am trying to keep my dosage as low as possible.
i do not want to get back to psychiatrics drugs with horrible side effects and minimal profit, but in current situaton it is very hard and exhausting  to deal with every day life even with aid of xanax.

I hope this regime with iboga microdoses will help. 

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Eboka Talk / Re: Provider in Serbia, Belgrade - any experiences ?
« on: March 18, 2016, 07:44:31 AM »
Hi, I have already contacted them and I am still in contact with them... I just wanted to know if there is someone who has already been there and has some perosnal experiences with this provider ? I have not found any info or references apart from what they wrote to me.   

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Eboka Talk / Provider in Serbia, Belgrade - any experiences ?
« on: March 16, 2016, 07:31:52 AM »
http://ibogasoft.com/

Does anyone have any experiences ? They are working with ibogaine HCL. 

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Micro-Dosing / social anxiety, GAD, panic attacks... - microdosing
« on: March 01, 2016, 05:40:07 AM »
Hi, after i have read Bancopumas thread, I am interested in microdosing with Iboga TA tincture for my severe social anxiety, depression and various emotional issues. There is one thing I am most concerned, if iboga in micro doses coud potentially increase my anxiety, tension and could make me more irritated and short-tempered ? I read that iboga in small doses increase energy, focus, alertness...could this be a problem for me ?

Has anyone here already tried this protocol (or any other with microdoses) for anxiety related issues ?

Thank you!

Michael

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Eboka Talk / Re: iboga/ibogaine for severe anxiety issues
« on: July 18, 2015, 12:36:38 PM »
Well, about a two weeks ago i underwent iboga therapy with a provider in my country (I am from Slovakia).  I cant tell you how much of iboga i took and what specific type of iboga it was...but i certainly did a flood dose, and it was iboga shreded root (I approx. ate a half of can full of iboga) .  A week, two passed but since then  i have not been able to  see any changes in my disorder, personality or in my everyday life. I am sitll suffering from same level of crippling  anxiety and social phobia and i still need to take xanax (just for example, I am still addicted  to coffee and sugar). Also i am still the same perfectionist like i was before iboga.

I was thinking  about doing iboga agian but this time without a provider, at home.  I would rather order iboga TA form Netherlands and try to treat myself at home. I already have an experience from my first session and it certainy  wasnt so bad - i could speak, walk, went to toiled...) but in the morning i felt really sick (mostly physically) but despite that i was still able to drove mysef home. I had some visualistaions and maybe some sort of slight hallucinations during my trip, but in the morning i just felt sick, frustrated and depressed and anxious... even after I took 0,5mg of xanax and I still felt the same way.

My provider even suggested me to take her iboga with me and to do my second  flood dose at home, since i already had that experience. But that time I felt like i had enough of vomiting, the runs and and chills... and overall i felt really sick i mean i cant even  pass 15 meters from the door to my car (i felt heaviness and even electroshocks in my head), but at the same time i felt like  i couldnt even stay there  (at providers house), i felt frustrated, depressed and I felt significant discomfor whether i lied on my back or I sat on couch. I know it was very irresponsible to drive home at that state of mind, but  fortunately  nothing happened.

Yesterday I spoke with my provider, i told  her that I have not seen any changes in my life since iboga application, she ssaid it can be too early and i need to wait at least a month from my session or (more likely) i will need another session with iboga...

I probably wont go for another session with her, but I was more interested in doing iboga TA  (which is more preferred for my issues...from what i read). However the only option for me is to order it from the Netherlands site (either as a powder or an extract):

-Tabernanthe iboga (Iboga) -  root bark, finely powdered (Rootbark from Cameroon, near Gabon's border. Sustainably wildharvested by local Bulu pygmies who, to sustain their income take efforts to cultivate the plant. The fine powder is packed in clear plastic vials. Approximate total alkaloid content is 4%.)

- Tabernanthe iboga (Iboga) - TA extract tincture 1:50 Cameroon, Root Bark
Iboga TA extract tincture, ratio 1:50 (20 mg/ml). This tincture is made with purified iboga alkaloids in a hydro-alcoholic solution. The TA extract is a semi crude extract, containing all alkaloids. Purity: 50% TA. 5 ml tincture contains 100 mg of this extract. One drop contains approximately 0.5 mg extract. The tincture is packed in high quality Miron glass 5 ml bottles with pipette.


What are your thoughts ? Do you think i could do another session with iboga (one from above mentioned) ? My provider said that i will be ok doing iboga alone, at home.


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Eboka Talk / iboga/ibogaine for severe anxiety issues
« on: March 09, 2015, 07:16:05 PM »
Hi, I am new on this board and only recenty I have started gathering informations about iboga, ibogaine. I also watched some documentary about ibogaine treatment for addiction (it was from hbo vice series), what raised my interest about this substance.
I have been suffering from severe social anxiety disorder, GAD, depression and even PTSD for many years. I would like to know if iboga (or ibogaine) could help me to relieve of these issues  ?

I am really desperate and stuck in my mind for many years, I have tried over 40 psychiatric drugs in period of 10 years and nothing has helped me yet. I have also tried  a lot of various OTC drugs, herbs like kratom or kava kava...supplements, nootropics and a lot of different therapies (even CBT hypnotherapy).... but nothing has worked for me, at least to the point where I could be able to function normally in everyday life.

I also currently take combination of three different antidepressants ( lamotrigine, tianeptine, citalopram). So i would like to know if it is even possible to undergo iboga therapy, even though i will be taking these drugs ? I also take Xanax SR 0,5mg "as needed", but during the past several months i took alprazolam almost daily in the range of 0.5 - 1,5 mg. I have been taking benzodiazepines for many years and maybe i am addicted to them, but for exampe, last four days i didnt need to take any xanax even though i suffered from mild to severe anxiety. But usually i need to take xanax on a regular basis.

Also, I wonder to know, if it would be possible to order iboga online and try to treat myself (i mean with flood dose and without sitter, on my own) ? Due to my severe social anxiety and language barrier, I am currently and in current condition not able to visit some iboga centre as for example costa rica or somewhere else (btw, I am from Europe - Slovakia and iboga/ine is legal here). I could order iboga from this site (even in liquid form):
https://maya-ethnobotanicals.com/herbs/visionary/tabernanthe-iboga

If not iboga, I have been thinking about trying ayahuasca for my problems, what is your opinion on ayahuasca for problems i mentioned above ?


Thank you in advance for any advice you might have.


Michael


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