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General Discussion / Re: (Long)...Lost
« on: June 29, 2012, 04:53:56 PM »
Hi Cal,

you mention creator, faith and then shrink....

it all feels too 50´s to mee... + psychedelics which will get you to the 60´s....

I have to be haiku short, since am in rural Mexican beach....

take care
Jox

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General Discussion / Re: Iboga just kicked my ass - bad trip
« on: May 10, 2012, 08:09:07 PM »
Hi guys,

I think bad trips are NOT GOOD. They give you PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder). Full flood Iboga gets the garbage out of the mind without consequences.

In almost all the posts I talk about this, strong full flood so there is no EMOTIONAL reaction, just the mind...

Jox


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General Discussion / Re: Iboga just kicked my ass - bad trip
« on: May 08, 2012, 05:59:51 PM »
Only do FULL FLOOD,

with TA, you never know if you are FULL... so I prefere TA Freebase.

or microdose,

but no SUB-Flood, great wording, I will be using it nowon.

xJox

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General Discussion / Iboga ANTIDOTE
« on: May 03, 2012, 12:49:49 PM »
HI ALL,

on this cite:

http://www.ibogahouse.com

they talk about Iboga antidote, and treatment interruption. They had a course in trainging providers, both with doctors and "shaman" (sorry, i am cynical).

I tried to google and search for such "antidote"... but couldn't find any.

On this cite there is no mention, or little...

any light on this topic?

Jox

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HI,

I have fasted a lot, it used to be my passion, now I do one day a week, just water.

I did a lots of 3 weeks wheat grass/spirulina fasts... my favorite.

I do urine fast once in a while, 1 day or 3 days...

But actually, since I am very familiar with fasting, I will like to do it with the Iboga bark. Fasting and peyotl is part of the process, so I think that fasting and mind plants actually work.

But you are right, for bigginers, it is first to understand what the fast is all about: pain and self-pity emotion, both difficult tasks to deal with.

JOx

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General Discussion / Re: Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: May 01, 2012, 12:40:31 PM »
But the question is are "nightmares" coming form the mind or from the bark?

I think they are coming from the mind, and few nights a month is not a big deal.

In Full Flood, there are tons of nightmares coming out...

I think interrupting the microdsoing will stop the mind detox process, so what would be the point of doing it in the first place, just going for the pleasant feel?

Also I have posted that if calculated the alkaloid count is very low on microdosing, not even coparing to FF, so the question of "toxic" effect is out, IMO...

JOx

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General Discussion / Re: Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: April 29, 2012, 02:21:58 PM »
Guys,

I am clearly observing my mind in daily life and in meditation...

just don't get it. Having few nighmares a month is a RED FLAG?

why?

I am clearly observing my mind in daily life and in meditation...

Difficulty on the way is not to leave the way...

what is the rational to quit it anyway?

JOx


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General Discussion / Re: Ibogaine and Phobias
« on: April 29, 2012, 02:16:37 PM »
Interesting Jox.  And what kind of success do you have with Borderline Personality Disorder patients (e.g. success rate, average duration of cure)?

HI,

it is just great. this is an old report, we are still working on it. if you want to know more, I can post an update.

here is my original report, but it doesn't include microdosing, which is very important:

http://eboka.info/index.php?action=search2

take care
Jox

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General Discussion / Re: would iboga have an effect on a relationsjip
« on: April 29, 2012, 02:13:46 PM »
It is fundamental for improving the relationships. My husband has Borderline, which is "uncurable", and in a year, he is a new person. It helped me too.

If you have extra $ is good to go to analysis, therapy, just to observe your mind flow, but if not, the emotions are going to volcano out and the eruptions can "burn", and with therapy you kind of control that aspect.

MDMA is good if you don't see anything in person what you saw back in the days of "love" but, it won't brake through the patterns that got you to the point where you don't see a person who once you got along well.


do it
Jox

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General Discussion / Re: Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: April 26, 2012, 12:33:06 PM »
Hi all,

thank you fro answering.

@ Skinny,

I want to discuss ans share my opinion and hear yours.

The nightmares are not on all the times. They last few days.

I don't see them as problem, rather as healing.

I think the healing will stop when the nightmares are gone out of the mind

THE LIVER TEST, is a great idea. I will do it in a month. 4 months is not that long, nor is much alcaloids in the liver. Some people do full flood every 2 months... so we did lets say 25g each in 4 months, this is just about 2g of Ibogaine alkaloids...


Jox



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Introductions / Re: new
« on: April 25, 2012, 12:47:02 PM »
Hi body-ça-te-va,

Yes Brazil sounds ok, yet the travel is important. I am thinking of places where it is easy to connect so people can fly easyly. I would prefere India or better Thailand.  I know, nothing to do with the origin of either Aya or Iboga or Kambo, but there there is a great concentration of seekers.

what you think of India, Kerala, Goa or Thailand?

take care
Jox

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General Discussion / Re: Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: April 25, 2012, 12:38:57 PM »
HI all,

@ Roy d,

we are two man doing it. One for Borderline Personality Disorder BPD, and me, jumped in for pain from Fibromyalgia, and to increase my samadhi power in Zen meditation, and get rid of recurrent dream I have.

We both have noticed that we have periods of nightmares, and after that it is ok. We don't stop it, sicne we figure in daily life and in meditation the mind is clear.

My take is that the nightmares is cleansing process. Like first flood is...

But BPD man, my husband, is on bark from October, straight, one capsule in the morning, from Reset. The nightmares are appearing few times a month, not all the time.

In my case, I got great results from the Fibro-pain, and my health has improved greatly.

We stop only for few days when we start getting up in the middle of the night...

@ gloriadeo

yes, you are right, in general we feel great emotionally, and it is not easy for, we are care taking my brother in law who is bypolar.


But all say TAKE A BREAK, why? I see it actually as the crucial point to continue, until there are no dreams, like after full flood.

thanx for responding
Jox

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Introductions / Re: new
« on: April 24, 2012, 12:23:10 PM »
Hi body ca-te-va,

where are you trying to open the healing center. I am more thinking how are you planning to fan out the authorities. We would like to open a Zen monastery based on Iboga, Aya, Kambo, fastting, ect..... but WHERE?

We are in Mexico, Oaxaca, and we have land, but I don't want to run arround with cops, and local law enforcement, or even USA... it should be a healing place and not hiding from authorities.

To me Peru, Colombia comes to mind, yet I have to do legal research to see where this is legal and under what therms: like do I have to be "genetically native" to use it, like in the case of peyotl in Mexico, and USA.

what are your thought?

Jox

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General Discussion / Re: Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: April 24, 2012, 12:17:21 PM »
Hi gloriadeo,

so you think it is not a process to have nightmares? Why not?

take care
Jox

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General Discussion / Microdosing-Dreams problems
« on: April 23, 2012, 02:05:23 PM »
Hi all,

we have 4 months of mycrodosing, and now again the dreams-nightmares are appearing. In the morning we both are exhausted with the dreams, almost in physical pain.

We do one hour of meditation and the mind is pretty clear, and the rest of the day is good...

So my conclusion is that Iboga bark is kicking the mental garbage out? (Like after full flood there are no dreams in days)

Am I right, or should we stop mdosing? Or is it healing or damaging? not sure.

Jox

ps. should have I posted it in microdosing clipboard?

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