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Micro-Dosing / Microdosing hangover?
« Last post by Jandeman on April 07, 2019, 09:42:43 AM »
Hey everyone,

I have been microdosing ibogaine hcl and bark root for a month. I started this because sertraline, a ssri, left me with total emptiness and anhedonia. I totally lost who I was. The microdosing was very beneficial, I felt like myself way more again and felt hope again. Now after quitting for a week,i felt fine for the first 5 days of quitting. The 6th day i started to feel worse and on the 7th day all hell broke loose. I now feel extremely extremely depressed, scared and sort wakefull and hopelles, its worse than i ever experienced before. It's like every second is this insane suffering. I also can't lay down comfortable, just a feeling if i am in withdrawal or something. I had some sort of a same reaction when i quit the zoloft, this took months to go away. This time it feels even worse. I feel very scared that because iboga is a ssri i am reacting badly on this just as with the zoloft. And that months of suffering through withdrawal are waiting for me. Maybe my system already went haywire because of the zoloft and now my brain isn't capable of handling the ssri effect that stops. I really feel like i am on an extreme mdma comedown all the time, does anyone have any idea what is happenning?
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Introductions / Re: Greetings
« Last post by Rintrah on March 13, 2019, 08:02:51 PM »
It may be dead, but there's still a lot of good info here.
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Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by eigenlicht on March 10, 2019, 11:16:02 PM »
In complete agreement Ali!
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Introductions / Greetings
« Last post by eigenlicht on March 10, 2019, 11:14:05 PM »
Hi,

Seems like this lovely forum has been pretty much dead, but I really hope not!  The raw honesty, humor, and brave empiricism I've seen here has been such a valuable resource to me.  Behind the layers of forum anonymity I can really sense a deep level of groundedness that most flood veterans must have attained (which is maybe also a function of the shit they had to get through in life to consider an iboga flood as a viable option), at least compared to pretty much every other entheogen community.

As for my story, it's not written yet, but I hope that iboga will soon help me work through a morass of obsessive-compulsive, depressive, addictive, and purpose-adjacent habits that have plagued me for more than half my life.  For now, I'm laying groundwork with Kambo and Vipassana meditation.

Cheers.
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Micro-Dosing / Re: iboga microdosing + ayahuasca ceremony
« Last post by eigenlicht on March 10, 2019, 10:58:39 PM »
Bumping this thread because I've read a lot of conflicting advice on this forum about this topic.  I understand that there have been some tragic horror stories from people doing ayahuasca too soon after iboga flood doses, but can we generalize about the pharmacokinetics of noribogaine after flood doses when talking about proper microdoses (like the OP was describing)?  As in: ~18mg ibogaine or less every 2-3 days, or the more efficient and rapid absorption method the OP was following with tincture.  Does that really warrant 1-2 months off before ayahuasca could be safely consumed?
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General Discussion / Re: Yo
« Last post by RhythmSpring on March 07, 2019, 05:00:12 PM »
eyyy!!
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General Discussion / Re: Yo
« Last post by harveyplex on February 19, 2019, 02:12:59 PM »
yo yo yo !
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Suggestions & Comments / Re: Why is Eboka Dying?
« Last post by Ali Bongo on February 10, 2019, 02:40:48 PM »
Hi, as a new member this is very interesting. I value this forum for its anonymity and for the fact it’s not FB. One of my big issues is internet addiction so staying off FB is important for my wellbeing.
You lot have mentioned the lack of new experience reports... well, I had planned a TA flood in November but had to cancel due to my sitter having a change of plans. Fingers crossed it’s happening a week today and I intend to report here when I am good and ready.
This weekend my internet addiction has gone through the roof, fingers crossed that side of me is just having one final blowout before the flood helps me get to the root of it. Maybe that part of me knows time is up - that’s certainly my hope and intention.
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General Discussion / Yo
« Last post by RhythmSpring on January 28, 2019, 09:27:44 AM »
Yo
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Eboka Talk / Re: How soon can I drive after a TA flood?
« Last post by Ali Bongo on December 10, 2018, 01:45:06 PM »
Thank you Rintrah. The DD never happened since my friend / sitter had to pull out. Fingers crossed it will happen in January.
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