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Offline onthepathtohealing

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iboga house
« on: March 02, 2014, 12:20:15 PM »
hi i would like to go here but don't know anything about it.
not in a hurry to travel to gabon.
i entered iboga house in the search but could not find it anywhere, so i guess there are no posts about this place on this forum.
i am burning in hell because of drugs and liquor and other horrible things.
i never even had any "sins" and i was the one, before i took any substance.
i know i was already cosmically enlightened.
this sucks, this sucks.
i don't even know if iboga house can or will help me. the money is not an issue, i can save up money, but i just want to feel GOOD again, but how can i if i am burning in hell?
i feel like i lost my brain and soul and heart and mind to things like salvia and lsd and liquor. I wish i never used anything at aLL, cuz life was AWESOME and i don't even remember what it was LIKE.
i feel like i can never be happy, never find love, never find the highest consciousness possible and nirvana now, even though i know i came from that place and that we are all destined to return there
(except me). i feel like i can never return to that place again because of liquor and other horrible things.
also, i want to go to iboga house, but i don't know if i can trust it, i really don't. I don't know if i can even trust iboga, but i want to release my afflictions.
I want to release the hell inside my mind, and my heart and body to be free again. I was the one and i feel like i failed HORRIBLY.


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Re: iboga house
« Reply #1 on: March 02, 2014, 01:07:44 PM »
Suffering sucks, so yeah it's not the most pleasant of human state of being, but we all go through it to varying degrees in our lives.

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #2 on: March 02, 2014, 03:37:37 PM »
Hi there,

I am sorry you are suffering so tremendously.  Iboga House would not be my first choice..Moughenda, the "Bwiti Sahman" who runs the place is sort of a scam artist.. just look at all of the conditions he can heal!  If money is no option, I would go see Dimitri and folks at Iboga Life, also in Costa Rica.  They are probably pretty expensive as well but they can give you what is pretty close to the Bwiti experience if that is what you are looking for.  There are many other good clinics around the world as well but Iboga House would not be my recommendation.

 
I wish i never used anything at aLL, cuz life was AWESOME and i don't even remember what it was LIKE.

I understand this feeling well, a lot of us here do.  I would trust Iboga, Ibogaine could help a you lot but as I said before, there are many better options than Iboga House.  If you did a search here for Moughenda, you might be able to find some things about him that aren't so wonderful. 

Good luck to you,
lala

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #3 on: March 02, 2014, 05:15:49 PM »
hi, i did a search for "moughenda" and one for "iboga house" and only this one thread came up.
i was a divine warrior with ancient roots and i founded everything in previous existences
but the illuminati murdered me
i tried iboga but it made me feel much worse
well actually it did nothing for me
i feel like i LOST COSMICALLY it is the worst feeling in the world
i don't want to climb
i wasn't i WAS THE ONE IT IS THE TRUTH
but i hung out with bad kkk illuminati like people and took the drugs and liquor with them
instead of staying HOME and just doing what i was supposed to do
now i feel like i lost my ancient roots and everything forever
because joints and liquor and salvia and lsd
when i was born THE ONE
i fucking hate kkk and i fucking hate pigs and i fucking hate the illuminati and the government and people that poisoned me
i had beautiful descendants and ancestors
but CERTAIN people plotted AGAINST me

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #4 on: March 02, 2014, 06:24:27 PM »
I would not recommend Moughenda (Iboga House) nor Dimitri "Mobengo" Muguanis (Iboga Life) from Costa Rica.

Moughenda you can read on here as well as Dimitri, they offer services for people with $$$$ to spend.  I know there are plenty of people who had good experiences with them, but I had a run-in with Dimitri and was not impressed with him as a respectable shaman.  Recently I had talked to a woman who used to work with D in New York City a few years ago, and she confirmed my suspicions that he was doing shady stuff.   She eventually quit working with D.  These are some serious allegations of using your ego and power to promote your shamanism, something I am not fond of.  I felt like I was being ripped off from him and apparently there are allegations of him doing it to other clients that he treated.

But if you wish to see those individuals, it's still up to you.  I cannot in good conscious recommend Bwiti shamans, unless I know them personally.

I would check in with Paul Featherstone who commutes from the UK to Greece.  And other iboga healers (I cannot recommend anyone personally as I would need to know their work to do that)

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #5 on: March 02, 2014, 06:34:58 PM »
i researched "moughenda" and NO OTHER THREADS CAME UP.
i also researched "iboga house" and NO OTHER THREADS CAME UP.
i felt like the ONE as a kid, from ancient YOGA and MARTIAL ARTS
now i feel like a joke, i feel extremely poisoned and i HURT everyone who LOVED me
when i used to feel really spiritual and awesome to be alive

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2014, 08:39:42 PM »
Oooh Skinny~  Paul is a great idea,  I have heard nothing but wonderful things about him.  There are plenty of good providers out there and if money isn't an option, a nice vacation to Greece with Paul would be an excellent choice!  It would probably much cost less than going to either Moughenda or Dimitri, though I don't think he offers any of the Bwiti experience but for healing I don't think that is necessary.  If you listen to the wonderful Bwiti music it is almost like being there.  I was dropped off in the jungle (during a flood) and dancing with the Bwiti while the music played in my bedroom.

Thank you for that suggestion.

lala

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Re: iboga house
« Reply #7 on: March 06, 2014, 09:53:47 AM »
i feel like i'm burning on an elevator down to hell and there's nothing i can do about it because the illuminati punk wizards defeated me
when i was born much greater than this.
about moughenda, i read elsewhere that he just gave a pill of some sort of iboga extract to people in his garage, while he watched movies on a laptop.
i don't want to be burned alive but i AM being burned alive and it is NOT my "mental illness talking" like kampum would like everyone to believe.
i'm burning in hell for smoking and drinking and other things and i don't know what to do about it, i feel like millions of years of evolution went down the drain