couldnt agree more.
it has been years since i have had any thought to use opiates,and i realize i am in
a small,lucky minority.
however,i have been through the hell and misery many times,and will never forget what it
was like.
i hope i didnt come off like a dick on my post,but you are a young man,and sometimes you have to
remove the sugar to try to get a point across.
try a little game.
entertain the thought of not going through with your plan to get a nod one last time.
play it out in your mind,consider the idea.
approach it like a meditation,or role play.
pay close attention to how you feel,and how your body responds while you explore this concept.
be honest with yourself about how this idea makes you feel,if there is no problem to come from your plan,then
it shouldnt be a problem to just scratch it right?
i am no psychoanalyst,or psycho anything,except psychonaut,just trying to help you out with some things that have helped me.
you are a young man,barely two years older than i was when i joined the service in 89....
you have a hopefully long life ahead of you,im just trying to kick a little wisdom,and advice your way,minus the price i had to pay to attain it.
best wishes.